i just want to write and not be judged. i don't want to have to edit this, fix it, i want it how it is. I just feel like being free and happy but at the same time, i want to understand the pain people go through. I want to be the person that is there no matter what. i want to be the person who is willing to stop everything just to help people. I just want to be less self centred.

i am messed up in the head and ill never be good enough.
what can you do?